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Impressed [Apr. 7th, 2006|07:16 am]
Im Impressed at this quiz....that takes a good amount to do so.

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better

You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.
You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.
You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.

In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.

You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.
You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.
You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.
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Picture perfect results. [Jan. 25th, 2006|06:08 am]
[mood | contemplative]

Storm
~ 62% Water ~ 81% Wind ~ 70% Earth ~ 74% Fire ~
And the storm rushes in


But it makes me feel like I'm alive again...


Hey, nice. It seems your personality is mostly balanced. You are likely intelligent, ambitious, and reasonable.


However, if you ever feel like you are rushing too much and not quite in tune with the world around you, try wearing an Azurite. It inspires patience, kindness and intuition and thus helps balance out your somewhat shy Heart Chakra which is associated with the element of water and represents our sense of love and compassion.


These are the results you will get if you score highly on...


None of the four elements: Balance Wind: Gust Fire: Blaze Water: River Earth: Valley Wind & Fire: Thunder Wind & Water: Clouds Wind & Earth: Canyon Fire & Earth: Lava Fire & Water: Tornado Water & Earth: Trees Wind, Fire & Earth: Storm Wind, Fire & Water: Stars Wind, Water & Earth: Forest Fire, Water & Earth: Avalanche All four elements: Harmony




My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 72% on water
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You scored higher than 84% on wind
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You scored higher than 85% on earth
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You scored higher than 71% on fire
Link: The Elemental Balance Test written by Nitsuki on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
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Damn Drow boy tagged me..... [Nov. 28th, 2005|07:34 am]
20 years ago I was: 1. Diapers and all living in Florida.

15 years ago I was: 6. I had moved to Peterborough, NH and was living on Winter street just starting school. My parents had just gotten divorced shortly after that.

5 years ago: 16. In my freshman year of high school, dealing with family problems up the wazoo. Chances I was not living at home at this point but living with my buddy Evan and his family. This also was the time I took a firm grip on my life and tried to make it better.

1 year ago: Living at home, trying to figure out how to get myself going in life after school. Being a homebody, doing realms and that was it.

Yesterday: I went home after throwing an event Fri/Sat and rested up, did some car preperation to get my new plates. Then came home and got a good night's sleep.

5 snacks I enjoy: Cheese, good breads, cinnamon buns, chips, fruit.

5 songs I know all the words to: Evanescence (My Immortal), Tom Petty (I Wont Back Down), Green Day (Boulevard of Broken Dreams), Disturbed (Darkness), Disturbed (Believe)

5 things I would do with a million dollars: Put myself through school, buy a nice house to raise a family in, help my family get situated espicially Lisa going to Theatre School, various other things.

5 places I would run away to: Ireland, Scotland, Greece, England, not really sure on the last one.

5 things I would never wear: Dress, Stockings, Speedo, anything lime green, anything pink.

5 favorite TV programs: Family Guy, Baseball, Basketball, Hockey, Football

5 bad habits: swearing, procrastination, too many video games, not sleeping enough, over booking.

5 biggest joys: friendships, Leann, my life...umm got nothing else on the mind.

5 favorite toys: computer, ps2, mp3 player, BOOKS!, swords.

5 fictional characters I would date: I don't really think about this one.

5 People to tag to do this: Nobody!
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Heh. Irony. [Apr. 22nd, 2005|11:31 am]
HASH(0x8d35190)
You are Mat Cauthon. You are the commander and
patron of the Band of the Red Hand, believed by
many to be a Lord, you are actually a young
farmer from the east. You are also ta'veren and
extremely lucky. You like to gamble, as you
usually win. No one knows where you got your
amazing knowledge of military strategy, or the
black raven-encrusten spear that serves as your
personal weapon. You are known to be an
associate of the Dragon Reborn.


which Wheel of Time character are you?
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Happiness [Feb. 14th, 2005|01:57 pm]
[mood | enthralled]

Happiness.

I took the risk.
I was nervous.
I was scared.

I was worried about pouncing but I wasnt the one who did the pouncing in the end.

Happiness.

Finally, something that feels RIGHT.
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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2004|02:04 pm]
[mood | contemplative]

HASH(0x8894bf8)
The Hero!


What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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A tribute. [Oct. 22nd, 2004|03:08 am]
[mood | drained]

Fall morning with the dew shining,
wind blowing through the trees.

Water rippling across the pond,
crickets stop thier chirping.

Death walks the hills,
claiming those he chooses.

A noble soul fallen from grace,
her struggle no more.

Long and true the fight was,
Death's minions she defeated.

Day by day and life by life,
Inevitably he must win.

Claimed by the end,
Lilly...on the pond.
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(no subject) [Oct. 6th, 2004|01:32 pm]
[mood | amused]






What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.
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Amergin's Creed [Sep. 29th, 2004|11:44 pm]
[mood | creative]

“From Hell they strike the hearts of those so pure
My Faith in thee, no pain I shall endure
Tonight send me and demon shall not live.
Ready to fight, my life I 'd freely give

No more shall they seed death upon these lands
Choose me to be the sword within your hands
Infernal Beasts know now my prey is thee.
No rest for us till dead our quarry be.”

--Battle Song of the Hunter
From the Enjarus Demonus Pack
Origin unknown
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Wings of Glory [Sep. 29th, 2004|02:04 am]
[mood | lonely]

I run unfettered, chasing the siren's song, upon wings of silver tinged with blue.

I fly unfettered, swiftly upon the morning's breeze, upon wings of brown tinged with green .

I sail unfettered, quietly upon the stormy seas, upon wings of grey tinged with red.

I ride unfettered, crying into the northern snow's silent voice, upon wings of black tinged with bronze.

I live unfettered, living in the shadow of death, upon wings of white tinged with gold.
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Well holy crap im a monster! [Sep. 29th, 2004|01:13 am]
[mood | bouncy]

amergin_valar

amergin valar is a Robot that is fitted with a Bulldozer Blade, Metal Pincers, a Cattle Prod and a Heat Ray, runs on Human Blood, and walks on Two Spindly Legs.

Force: 12 Handling: 6 Weaponry: 5



To see if your Battle Robot can
defeat amergin_valar, enter your name and choose an attack:

fights amergin_valar using




Hot damn Im crazy.
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Color [Sep. 8th, 2004|01:01 pm]
[mood | awake]

You are Black
What color are you? (Anime Pictures)

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Musings of the Pained [Aug. 17th, 2004|05:17 pm]
[mood | determined]
[music |The Reason - Hoopastank (again)]

Ive been thinking long and hard.
The choice of goals.

My primary thought is to inspire happiness.
Not for myself for but for another.

I want others to be happy.
Whatever the cost to myself.

Is that a Martyr?
I dont believe so.

I find myself hating the term Martyr.
When I am called such it angers me greatly.

I feel it derives and takes away from sacrifice which sometimes is truly necessary.
You are only a good martyr if you die and I dont plan on dying anytime soon.

All I want is happiness for those I care about, no matter the cost to myself. If I am a martyr so be it though how much it angers me I cannot help. Caring about others is what drives oneself to move on, to walk a path that is full of the downtrodden and the broken.

When something is broken or hurt you fix it or heal it. You dont walk away, you dont ignore, you sit there and spend all your time helping it because its the right thing to do and you know that it will make someone happy in the long run at least. That is worth it all.

A close friend and I had a conversation about being a good guy. The one thing that was brought up as a good guy's drawback is the lonliness factor.

To inspire happiness is to do the right thing, at any cost. Its a feeling, a lesson Ive come to believe now. Being there to help someone when they need you is all well and good, but being there when they dont need you and you are there just in case out of pure giving a damn is what counts.

Im proud that I can be there for others and even more proud that they are there for me.
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Strange Nightmares [Aug. 6th, 2004|05:12 pm]
[mood | exhausted]

Nightmares...

Blank faced creatures.
Cat's were the warning or the harbringers of imminent doom?

Young men and women oblivious to the coming evil.
One man noticing the strange acts of feline heralds?

The attack has begun.
The creatures in full force.

Saw family destroyed and murdered.
Creatures feeding off the dead.

Escaped with a few others.
Too many died escaping.

Friends and loved ones fallen.
Helpless to stop.

Escape was the option.
Ran with a few survivors.

Alone soon enough.
Survivors no more.

Death awaiting me.
A faceless army.

Unarmed without sword or skill.
No emotion save malice.

Tonight will be the ending.
For good or ill.

What dreams may come?
Only sleep will tell.
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Help with Character Design [Aug. 5th, 2004|12:44 am]
[mood | creative]

Need help with design -

Trying to design 3 characters.

Desert Dwellers or Nomads if you prefer.
1 Path's
Self Sufficient within us three.

One of them is a healer.

think typical Desert Dwellers - clothing based around protecting from sandy winds etc.

couple restrictions:

No Necromancy
No spells from the Blacksmithing Path(Repair Armor allowed)
No Protection
No Abjurery
No Alchemist except - Create Poison
Heal Limb in progression Preferrable.

Gimme your best :)
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I SOOO didnt mean to if it happens. [Jul. 30th, 2004|01:41 am]
[mood | distressed]
[music |The End has Come - Ben Moody (fitting isnt it)]

Not my fault!
Didnt know!
Damned...
Not going to live this one down if I screwed up.
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Damn you Kye... [Jul. 26th, 2004|06:18 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |Slow Chemical by Finger Eleven]

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Flamethrower
Your Favorite Target:Penguins
Your Kill Count:746,362,314
Your Battle Cry:"Enlarge your penis with this ALL-NATURAL PILL!"
Years You Spend in Jail:6
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$28,031,258,868,751
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 76%
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Chain gun
Your Favorite Target:Elderly women
Your Kill Count:561,491,314
Your Battle Cry:"Who put the bomp in the bomp-a-bomp-a-bomp?"
Years You Spend in Jail:1
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$256,658,161,471,220
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 72%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Angels... [Jul. 15th, 2004|01:30 am]
[mood | gloomy]

Angel Style by greymentality
Name/Username
First Impression from OthersReady to follow your lead. You are kinda shiney.
Your CoreIs like a grande pillar
Potential to Stray from the Light: 75%
Your WeaknessYou can only be visible (on Earth)in mirror images
Your StrengthYou work undercover. Like NYPD Blue, but not.
Your WingsInvisible most of the time, but dark gray the rest
Your FocusKindness
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Angel Style by greymentality
Name/Username
First Impression from OthersOthers fear your wrath, but are curious anyway
Your CoreIsolated.You fear love.Though you are love itself.
Potential to Stray from the Light: 47%
Your WeaknessYou can only be visible (on Earth)in mirror images
Your StrengthYou ride Binky, the Pale horse. :)
Your WingsDark black, raven shine
Your FocusHumanity's rhelms
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Thoughts of a simple man. [Jun. 15th, 2004|05:01 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |The Reason - Hoopastank]

Here I am... sitting here.

Freedom to spread my wings, just intimidated by the open sky.
The wind blowing through my hair, caressing me with its touch.
Soaring along the drafts, gods looking down upon me with a smile.
Spinning and twirling within, darkness seeped into the heart.
All among us I see the abyss, Trust or not trusting we are.

Trying to reclaim past glory,seeking to unite all the fallen.
Stumbling along my path, working towards a goal seemingly far.
The choice has been made, the world changing before my eyes.
The angel's touch upon my face, the breath of love within me.
Unity within my hand's grasp, closing around the nothing.
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Thoughts of the Wanderer. [Apr. 27th, 2004|02:27 am]
This past weekend I discovered a new scenario I had never been in before. I found myself caring very deeply for people for reasons I'm not even sure about. I am VERY proud to call those who I do friend.

I have discovered new friends and people I trust. I was given a token by a friend who has become one of those closest to me and will remain that way for eternity. She will always be part of my heart now.

I saw my other tree friend who was taken from me before for a little while before she was taken from me again right in front of my eyes... at least last time I didn't have to witness it. I will get her back. I did well this weekend aside from that.

I feel I made the right decision to share myself with another, I will never give up on someone as long as I can stand, no one deserves to be left alone for good. At least we have one half of her back however in trouble she may be in her mind and soul.

I watched my knight at his finest, I remember why I admire the man so much. he truly is a paragon of nobleness and courage. This man truly deserves the title of Knight and leader. I now know why he is who he is and I understand the daily pain he must suffer to be so. He will always have my support.

I was taught a valuable lesson by the man who showed me the use of a pike. He taught me not only the point of using it in combat, but the reason behind hope, faith, and compassion and most of all humor.

The Baroness's Guardian taught me something this night about friendship within a close circle. Some might not agree with me but I believe he really is a good one and I enjoy his company and friendship the highest degree, how can I not when he makes me laugh and smile when we talk, almost like a brother at times who looks out for me.

I met the Solemn Man for the first time in my opinion though we have spoken before in the past. This man who seems so lonely without his brother seemed to be in good spirits for the first time in a long while. A connection was made in my opinion between us and I start to understand him I believe. He is the living embodiment of compassion in my eyes.

Even the Shady One looked out for me a strange way this weekend. Cold, Emotionless, Angerful Facade. I will remember those words for a long time. I will remember you forever my friend. You have made me laugh, grimace, and learn. My friendship is yours.

Wild Jester, you offered me help when I needed it. You offered your blades, your mind and body to my quest and my journey because of trust in me and what I am. I wont forget it and you will forever be welcome to travel with me.

My friends.... you all have shown me many things in a short amount of time. I doubted myself, my faith, my loyalty, and where I was. You showed me that no matter what my decisions were you stayed with me. Thank you all for your trials, trust, and love.
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